“I look around my library some nights and I do these terrible things to myself: I count up the books and think, how long I might have to live and think, ‘Fuck, I can’t read two-thirds of these books.’ It overwhelms me with sadness.”
she: a playlist inspired about pining over a friend of yours, but struggling internally with confessing your feelings to her. so to distract yourself, you find yourself listening to these collection of songs.
she - dodie // i want her - blind fury ft. georgia harris // strangers - halsey ft lauren jauregui // i wanna be your girlfriend - girl in red // delicate - taylor swift // i didn’t just kiss her - jen foster // boyfriend - tegan and sara // girls like girls - hayley kiyoko // iris - kina grannis // lgbt - lowell // explosions - ellie goulding // honey - kehlani // marceline - willow … ( more songs on playlist )
i had a dream (nightmare?) last night that it was a few weeks before i graduated college and i was back in that apartment with all of my best friends and it was so warm and sunny and we were all just… being there together. then i walked around campus, wandering and listening to years & years and the 1975 like i did back then, and everyone i saw was so happy. i still haven’t really been able to listen to some of my favorite music back then because it brings me to a place where i felt like there was everything in front of me and then it turned out so different than i thought.
i really fucked up my chances post-college. i just didn’t have the knowledge or experience or even the right head space at that point in time. and then i had to live in my parents basement while working a shit job and it felt like the whole world had crumbled around me.
and this past year was just awful. it was awful for everybody and i felt pretty equipped because that’s what most winters are like for me, being alone, having to distract yourself from everything around you just to get through, feeling like you’re sleepwalking through the whole thing, on autopilot. but it’s a year later and there’s finally a vaccine but who knows when everyone will be able to get it.
i don’t know, i’m rambling, that dream just really threw me off. it’s like when you have dreams where you are so completely loved and happy and then you wake up and you’re just not. it’s crushing.
i’m gonna go listen to albums i swore i would never listen to again and cry some. that always makes me feel better.
Here is the OFFICIAL list of 2021 Dashcon panels and activities (so far):
Love Wins: Destiel is Canon
Can You Knot? An Introduction to A/B/O
Activism and Kpop: How Fancams Fight Fascism
TWO BALL PITS IN THE SUPER HELL ROOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
a 72-hour Hamilton sing-a-long all weekend!!!
Destiel’s Legacy: Johnlock, Stucky, and Hannigram Next?
Acting lessons with special guest Jensen Ackles (free)
British Men and Their Cheekbones
Why Kylo is Exactly Like Zuko
Big Time Socialists: Why BTS Supporting Black Lives Matter Was the Wokest Moment of 2020
Quarantine and Chill? How the Pandemic Has Affected Fanfiction
Parody Accounts: Tumblr, Trolling, and You
Trump is Just Like Umbridge: Activism For the Woke HP Generation
and a six hour John Green book signing (he said he would also sign printed out copies of the cock monologue for an extra $5)
Additionally, we have unfortunately decided to cancel the Tumblr Prom due to unforeseen circumstances (explanation here). We hope you’ll all still have fun anyway ❤️
The panel mentioned above called “Parody Accounts: Tumblr, Trolling, and You” has been renamed “Parody Accounts: How Much More Obvious Do I Need to Get? Why Aren’t Any of These People Reading My Bio or Tags or Clicking Any Of My Links? How Many Ways Do I Need To Say It’s A Parody Before People Catch On? I Thought I Was Being Obvious This Time” until further notice.
Get your Dashcon 2021 Clown Badge/VIP Ball Pit Pass HERE!!!!!
At the 2021 Dashcon, there will be a fun new panel called “Parody Accounts in the Age of No Reading Comprehension,” and instead of paying for a pass to get in, you actually get paid to go! $100 to every tumblr user who attends this panel!!! Please attend this panel!!!!!!!
